November 2011
29 posts
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Support Chat Isn't
Turns out ‘Support Chat’ is more concerned with attacking people having emotional problems and goading them on rather than trying to help.
At 16:44 EDT on 11/28 (79.97.79.212) -“Soviet”: some1 needs to escort her out At 16:44 EDT on 11/28 (68.81.196.160) -“Kyler”: You can always exit out of the chat, escort. Noone is forcing you here. At 16:44 EDT on 11/28...
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@Depressiontribe.com
So I passed out crossing the street tonight because I have been taking over my dose of Lorazapam. As soon as I get back to the hospital what do I encounter in the depression chat? Snarky assholes, condescending Admins and moderators and everyone laughing at my distress.
I’m a fucking idiot for going into these chat rooms full of douchebags. They clearly just go in there because they think...
Depression Tribe Chat Rooms are Fucking Shit
All they want to do is fucking gossip and they don’t give a shit about helping anyone, with their smarmy condescension and dismissal of anyone in a crisis. They don’t care about understanding or asking questions; they just want to judge you so they can feel superior and wiggle their fingers at the rule breaker.
Oh, breaking a rule, a time out penalty for you.
Scum.
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Lorry Ride
I woke up in the hospital two hours ago. I guess I took a few too many Lorazepam - or not enough. I don’t remember falling asleep.
I am down to my last 4 Lorries…bottoms up!
Respect
unification.capitalist: i have sex with men much older than me, primarily for money and drugs. do you find that disgusting?
You have declined the invitation to start webcam.
Wesley Wood: i find that disturbing
unification.capitalist: why? be honest, i wont get made
unification.capitalist: i have so many benzos in me
unification.capitalist: Let me be clear: everyone is tested
...
“Wesley Wood: i believe people should always stick to their word and not steal...”
– Me
Me, Today
Hello. My name is Jin, an 18 year old woman. I have Asperger’s Syndrome, and I am a member of the Unification Church of Reverend Moon.
I am a personal escort for a Gentelman’s Club.
Even as a child I would experience severe conditions of ennui and rage; leading me to break things. As I grew up I thought I was getting better - but I was probably just distracting myself more. I...
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Not Good Enough For Them - Obey Llandru!
I was banned from Depression chat, because apparently explaining one’s circumstances and having an open dialogue about alternatives to Big Pharma is verbotten. Humiliated on mute for ten minutes without a God damn worning or a chance to even explain myself to the administrator. You guys sure are a lot of help.
Here is my response to the gag, after which I was banned:
“I’m sure...
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My Life, My Dilemma
Hello. My name is Jin, an 18 year old woman. I have Asperger’s Syndrome, and I am a member of the Unification Church of Reverend Moon.
I am a personal escort for a Gentelman’s Club. Even as a child I would experience severe conditions of ennui and rage; leading me to break things.
As I grew up I thought I was getting better - but I was probably just distracting myself more. I found...
Banned Again
This time Wrong Planet’s Admins took exception to my refusal to burn offerings for Caesar.
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Ennui -> Rage
It has been part of my life for a long time, but now it is growing. I get bored. Being bored makes me not feel like finding anything to do. That makes me even more bored. Being so bored makes me depressed. Being depressed and unable to will myself to act makes me frustrated. Being frustrated makes me start to simmer with rage. There is more. Other things contribute to it. I have Asperger’s...
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Depression Forum: Here to Help - Big Pharma
The Admins finally blocked me from even accessing my private message. My response:
Offer ‘help’ but as soon as someone rejects your shilling for the cartel it’s out the door.
I was hoping that someone ‘independent’ would be able to talk to be rationally and examine all sides of the problem, both mine and those of the proposed treatment. I guessed wrong, even online...
Hey
So one of my regular customers, shall we call him ‘John’, told me he’d like to start seeing me outside of work. John is 50 years old and in quite good shape, and he seems nice and fun. He works as a hotel big-wig and he certainly has Wan to burn. Should I, or shouldn’t I?
And he bought me this black pearl/silver ring!
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The Heirophant Speaks
ForumAdmin
Tiny, You needn’t be so rude, angry and impertinent… you need help Bashing Linda will get you nothing but trouble. You have no business taking out your anger on one of my Senior Moderators. One more comment such as this and you are gone from DF. You really need to see a Psychiatrist asap to control your issues..
Me
Yeah, so they can prattle off exploded theories and...
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More NewThink
Still under the sway of the AMA, the moderate took it upon herself to reiterate an attack on my original post and to extend it to a critique of my follow up explanatory and resignation post as ‘violating the rules’.
Lindahurt said;
Hello Tiny, You are being issued a formal warning for breaking the Terms of Service you agreed to when you joined. Your post in topic Hi A Bit About Me...
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Depression Forum: AMA's Bulldog
A post of mine at DepressionForums.com was edited (without consulting me first!). I was explaining my aversion to specific drugs because I believed they were studies that demonstrated their inefficacy. Apparently offering empirically backed views on the utility of certain drug and psychiatric regimens is is against the rules in a community supposedly providing information and assistance to those...
